Here is the answer to the question, “Will you remember me in years to come” Feel free to use it. I wrote it trying to explain the feelings that exist when a relationship is dying. A hundred years become a day. It considers fate and souls and reincarnation. It’s all over the place but there are some nice phrases that I may rescue. I think it describes what happens when we fall out of love.
* * * *
This blessing is my curse. My punishment for usurping nature is to be devoid of beauty and richness and light. Nothing measurable can be compared to that. So goes the fate of the loveless ?
To be cast from a romantic Heaven is to be devoid of Love and yet there is something even worse. Something beyond the vacuum of no breath space where I am pledged to exist.
And that something is to be apart from youThe beauty and the grace and the spiritual calm that I lost are compounded for one day in one person and one heartbeat and that .. and that.. my absolute darling is you. To lose you is a concept made all the darker because it is so obvious that we were meant to be. As you slip away from me as sand in time I am filled only with the regret that this could have, and should have been so much more.Your beauty , your mind , your charm , your desire – all are but moments that can be lost. To find ones soul and then have it ripped asunder by compulsion and by design is the cruellest fate of all. I know that as I love you and as I find you and as I become you that i am deigned to lose you. As the planets pull together thus are they wrenched apart until all that remains is dizzy momentum and monumental loss.The love we share is defined by the love we lose and the waiting, the waiting for a century is nothing – it is nothing compared to the wait during the day as I drift towards losing you again. In our beginning is our end and as measured time shivers on all I can feel is that.. I feelThe century of torture and regret is nothing to the day of sharing and remembrance. All we are is hope and passion and all through that day I pray. I pray that you will this time stay. And in our first kiss is the echo of goodbye and in our first embrace is the sanctity that you must go and in our first glance is the holy glimmer of regret and the sure knowledge that we are damned to failAnd so it is that all love is cursed. Oh I am one that has fallen but the greatest fall is the capacity to fall.. in love. Most mortals , be they lucky , may taste that once in their lifetimes but I fall again and again and always with thee. And always with thee.Do I miss you ? The second that I find youDo i miss you? Everlastingly through each kiss and word and prayer and song.Do I miss you ? I missed you before I even knew you.Do I miss you ?A man falling foreverFalling through Hell sky fire and dreamsFalling through clouds of arid regretFalling through seas of hope and haunted smilesFalling .. in loveAnd I love you now as I loved you then.Do I miss you ?Dammed I am and cursed I am and yet.. and yet blessed to hold you again.I am the damned and I am the blessedI haveI have fallenI have fallen for youDo I miss you ?Forever
#So beautiful ❤